You can’t deny laughter; when it comes, it plops down in your favorite chair and stays as long as it wants.

So because I said I’d keep you guys updated

I just booked my ticket to see Drew next and I’m going to be there from June 25th until August 16th, and I couldn’t be more excited right now. (I’ll be with him for my birthday~)

and he’s going to be booking his flight here for May soon :) 

Contact

If anyone from here that I used to talk to wants to add me on facebook, feel free to message me. 

Aside from that for anyone I have an ask.fm and wordpress (which you can ask for) and instagram (kelshoch) 

Anonymous asked: You're literally so rude to your anons that try and tell you shit straight up. It's called the real world and you should learn that now. Just because you're leaving won't make you happy. Call me whatever you want, but maybe the reason you're so unhappy isn't this site, it's you.

This is the last message I’m answering rude or nice I’m done after this. 

I am rude if people are rude to me. If you’re going to be an asshole you sure as hell shouldn’t expect me to be the nicest person in response. 

I find it absolutely hilarious that you’re trying to tell me about the “real world”. I’m 21, I’ve gone through my share of shit in life. I know what the real world is, I’ve been at rock bottom and I’ve gotten back up from that only to fall back down, I know the real world. I’m in my last month of university and I’m going out into the real world, I’m making something of myself and I’m going to help people and have a happy life and make a difference where as you’ll probably sit at home in front of your computer trying to feel better about yourself by messaging people on anon. . 

Telling someone something straight up is okay but if you’re being an inconsiderate prick about it then why bother? Why waste your time being rude or telling me you don’t care? You’re wasting your own time, and you’re making nothing of yourself. 

I’m not leaving because I’m unhappy, you’re obviously too fucking stupid to realize that considering I said in multiple posts I’m leaving because I’m happy. Because I don’t need people like you who have nothing better to do and who lead pathetic lives trying to bring me down.

I’m done with you, and I’m done with everyone else on here who finds pleasure in hurting other people. If you don’t care about me leaving or if you have anything negative to say, I genuinely don’t give a fuck just don’t waste your time

Anonymous asked: Omg :( I swear everytime I feel like lonely or really loved, your blog is one of the main blogs I like search for and look at all the posts I've missed and feel at peace. I'm really gonna miss this. But I'm happy that you're in a different place now. You should like let someone else who is in the place you were once in run it (like me, LOL) cuz really gonna miss it :(

Aw you’re great dear. But I promise I’ll keep you updated on anything major <3.

Anonymous asked: So you found happiness? That shit never last..

"Go back to your emo corner because the only thing that doesn’t last is  you in bed" - Drew

You obviously have a very pathetic life and I feel sorry for you. If you have that outlook on life then no shit it won’t last. But unlike you, I actually put effort in and I’ve actually fought through the bad shit and guess what? When you make an effort and when you actually try, happiness can last. So I suggest trying to crawl out of the hole you live in and you might be happy too. 

Anonymous asked: Dude, no one cares.

If you don’t care then why would you follow me, waste your time reading my post or waste your time messaging me? You’re a prime example of the pathetic people on this site with no life and nothing better to do than send pointless messages. I suggest you try bettering yourself. You’re also a great example of why I’m moving on from here because at least I’m making progress in my life and not being a pathetic shit messaging people on anon. 

I’m leaving.

permanently-flawed:

After my post yesterday I’ve done some thinking and I’ve come to the conclusion that I need to leave here.
I’ve spent more time on this site over the last two years than just about anything else and I’m not saying it’s a bad thing but it’s time to move on. I started this blog because I was in a horrible place and I needed somewhere for myself to vent and to let out the things in my head that were essentially killing me to keep inside because I had no one to turn to and I was alone. 

Now over the last two years I’ve met some of the best (and some really shitty) people and I’m beyond thankful that I’ve had the chance to find the most amazing guy and some of my best friends on here which is why I’m leaving now. So I can leave this site with something good rather than bad. Because at the rate things have been going the last week or so people have become horrible and this place has once again become toxic to me. It’s not affecting my mental or emotional well-being but I don’t want that to happen at any point in the future because quite honestly I’m in the best place I’ve ever been in my life and I don’t want that changing.

I love being able to voice my opinion, vent about my day and share stories and that’s why I’m leaving my blog up because I don’t want to lose the things I have on here. My personal pictures and posts mean a lot to me and I don’t want to lose that part. But I feel although I can no longer do that and have it benefit me like it once did. 

This site has changed my life which might sound a little ridiculous but like I said I met people who changed my life for the better and I was able to work through so many difficult times and things to get to the place where I am today. 

My blog will stay up in case I ever decide that I want to tell you guys something that happens, and I’m sure that will happen every now and then. Also so I can still check up on those of you that I follow.

Anonymous asked: But i love hearing your stories. Especially about your relationship /:

Don’t worry dear, I’m not leaving completely. There’s a really good chance that I’ll still make text posts on a every other day basis but I probably won’t be reblogging anything and I will only be answering messages requiring advice etc. I’ll still be here, just not posting as much as I have over the last two years. 

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